hello lopez. at last my project is finished. i sent it through your email. check mo na lang.  

im hoping that since ive done my part, you'll keep your word. ok na sa akin ang tres. as long as wala na ako incomplete.

i'll be leaving next week na. remember the band   that i told you about?  natanggap ako and madalian ang pag alis namin   but i'll still keep in touch with you. don't worry maghahanap ako ng gwapong Jap  for you. ahihihi.

thanks lopez! peace  

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

"It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you"

damn i miss him. my song for the day.

 

lately ko na lang narealize how much i miss jaq. he's been out of my life since december but i know i still have feelings for him. sometimes i get really lonely i wish i didn't do all that i have done. i know i could have saved our relationship but i didn't do it. and now i know he's got somebody else. someone makes him happy the way i did before. that someone is loving him much more than i loved him. i hate life. i hate the choices that i've made. if only i could turn back. im willing to give up everything for him. but now he's gone and he's in someone else's heart. wish i could talk him one last time so i can tell him what i really feel.

Friends we've been for so long
Now true colors are showing
Makes me wanna cry oh yes it does
Cuz I had to say goodbye

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

How can I adjust
To the way that things are going
It's killing me slowly
Oh I just want it to be how it used to be

Cuz I wish that I could stay
But in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

You cannot hide the way
you feel inside I realize
Your actions speak much louder than words
So tell me why oh

By now I should know that
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

You say it's your birthday
It's my birthday too--yeah
They say it's your birthday
We're gonna have a good time
I'm glad it's your birthday
Happy birthday to you.

Yes we're going to a party party
Yes we're going to a party party
Yes we're going to a party party.

I would like you to dance--Birthday
Take a cha-cha-cha-chance-Birthday
I would like you to dance--Birthday
Dance

You say it's your birthday
Well it's my birthday too--yeah
You say it's your birthday
We're gonna have a good time
I'm glad it's your birthday
Happy birthday to you

   to me happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday to me.

as usual nobody remembered it. i hate my life.

got an email from lopez. hindi daw pwede ang literotica ahihihi. sayang! fine sige huwag na kung huwag. hindi na kung hindi. at least she said that this site is cute so ok lang... peace lopez!

 

visit the site na lang at literotica.com ahihihi  

If I gave you forever
Would you take care of me (a oo)
Would you take me for granted
On the way

Those wonderful things that you do
They got me feelin'
In love with you
In love with you
That loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally

I would give you laughter
Oh
And so much more than that
Oh yes I would (a oo)
And to find your laughter
I would climb the highest mountain to bring it back
You better beleive

Those wonderful things that you do
They got me feelin'
In love with you
In love with you
That loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally

I will stay by your side
Wether I'm wrong
Wether I'm right
Oh it's incredible
With you I wanna spend the rest of my life, yeah

Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally

Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally

Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally
Loving you this easy
Comes so naturally

Loving you this easy
Loving you this easy
Loving you this easy
Loving you this easy


i miss jaq so much

im late for my 830 class damn. im giving final touches to this online journal so that ill be able to give the url of the site to Ms. Lopez. She's my Hum2 teacher. well even if i want to say sumthing that is not that nice i cant right? ahiihihi i dont want my grades to be affected. peace lopez!

so ok. this journal is made for the partial completion of the requirements of my Hum2 class. i was tasked to find sites (and forums) that might be interesting. The sites must be Philippine based and it must show the lives of Filipinos today. So i registered to some of the sites and forums yesterday to be able to interact and participate in it. for two weeks, i will take note of the contents of the sites and as for the forums, i hope i will be able to interview some of the posters as well as get their reactions/views.

Im not supposed to include literotica.com to my list but well, i was tempted!

the second site is FHM Philippines the official website of the magazine. when i was browsing through the halle berry issue i saw the url of the site so i decided to include it on my list. on the next entries, i will discuss its contents especially the confessions.

the third site is grabeh.com its a forum and i have posted several entries there yesterday. although i didnt have enough time to read most of the posts there.

another forum is FHM Bullboard this is the official bull (posting) board of the FHM site. its posters are mostly working Filipinos here (and abroad). Ive been reading some posts there and the board seems interesting. i think ill be interviewing a poster from this site since i already met one of its posters yesterday through ym (yes ive also registered to ym ). his name is Niku. Hello niku  !!!

the last site is another forum, pinoyexchange.com here im planning not to post anything. i will just be observing the happenings in that forum.

well im having another one of those bad headaches. i hope ill be able to pass my course (hi again lopez!!  .

so ok, wish me luck!!!   

 

***edit*** the report will not be posted here. ayaw ni lopez eh the report will be sent sa email na lang.***

im bored. i hope there's gonna be a party tonyt. i cant stay another nite at my aunt's house or i'll go nuts   

god i hate my life. i wish i didnt come here in the first place. i should have stayed in iloilo  

i miss jaq terribly. oh how i wish ill disappear right now. damn.